Recently

What I have done for the past few weeks;

i) Singapore, Janda Baik, Kuantan, KT Trip
ii) Balik kampung (JB & Parit Buntaq)
iii) Cousins' visit (click for pictures and stories) Thanks Lu Ayy for the write up and piccas! ya know im so lazy hehe ;p
iv) Part-time job (Tuition teacher yo!) but I haven't got my pay yet!
v) Last but not least; movie marathons, more time with GG and Glee! lovelove

So basically, I am waiting for the posting! lems okay! its not that I can't wait to work, its just that I want to be sure of where I am gonna be posted to *prays hard* ;)

Thats all! malas nak tulis :D

Lazy Bum

I initially wanted to update about two vacay;
a) Singapore aka The 'Fine' City 2010
b) Cuti-cuti Malaysia

but I am so plain lazy!! nak transfer gambar pon malas.

ishishishsisish

but I promise I will!! sooner or later

toodles!

Extra miles you go for

LOVE? Mine is 240 kms ;D

Well. I had a blast weekend last week. Perfect weekend with perfect company :) I promised Yap that I would go to Kuantan, so I finally made it last Friday. Asked kya to accompany me since she's going back to Kuantan as well. Was pretty nervous, coz that would probably be my first time driving to Kuantan. And I never drive that far, yet. Alhamdulillah, everything went smooth and well. I maintained 120-140 km haha. Dah half way baru Yap nak bagitau yang kene hati hati dengan bridge along the highway. I was like, pfff. And right now I'm actually pretty nervous. SUMMONES!! They could come anytime. Haihs.

Anyways, arrived in Kuantan around 3 sth. I saw UMP Gambang, I was so excited haha. I even took a turn and snapped the picture. Jakun. Ohh the hostel looks like rumah kedai. Funny.

Anyhoo, called Yap and he said he was on his way to the Terminal since we will be meeting there. Nua, kya's husband was already at the Stadium and I was sooo hungry, I could not wait for the late person so I had my nasi goreng kampung. Kya ate as well, but guess what. By the time I finished my meal, she was still eating. Told ya, I was starving! hehe

And then jeng jeng, ketibaan duli yang maha mulia Yap Ah Loy. Omg, he looks so emm bald. abang botak abang botak di tepi jale. ;p

Bid goodbye to the lovely couple (Nua n Kya) and Yap left his car at the terminal. Since I was complaining how oily and belengas I looked (its true!), Yap drove me to a mosque to get myself refreshed. Performed prayers and then we're off to TC. I've never been to TC (first time lalu je) and we jalan jalan for a while. Owh rupanya TC ade laluan tuuu. Jakun lagi. Overall, I think its a very nice place (kembang hidung Yap). Perhaps it needs more maintenance. Some of the handles are falling off and such. Snap snap snap then we're off to Kompleks and ECM. Wanted to catch a movie but yours truly was being a child (so me anyway!). I was dead tired (sleep late a day before + woke up early + drove 240 kms), super hungry and super sad cos there's no Dinner for Schmucks! :(( Oh yea, I was merajuk as well. Haha was feeling guilty cos I know someone is super busy with his PSM/FYP yet he finds time to entertain me.

He definitely knows how to entertain me. By filling my stomach with good food!! went to Tg Lumpur, which the people claimed as port makan seafood terbaek. We had our meals but unfortunately the cook forgot about our ikan aji2. Yap chose the fish but since we've almost finished with our meals, we just cancelled the order. Maybe next time bole try? We talked about many things. Ohh and I saw a very cute toodler behind me. So cute rase nak cubit2 je. Yap drove back to Pekan and he dropped me at his female friends' house. I slept like a baby on our way to Pekan. I tried not to but my eyes felt so heavy. ishish. thats the end of Day 1

Yap woke me up for Day 2 and told me that we could go out a bit late. As usual, continued sleeping after his call (hehe) but then Pikok and the girls asked me to reverse my car since they were going somewhere so early in the morning. With my mamai face, I reversed my car and salam2 bye2 with them. Thought of sambung tido but then I should just iron or kemas my car a bit. Yap called and said we're going to the beach for breakfast. I seriously thought we were going to find kedai makan tepi pantai and thats it. But look what this boy planned on his mind? Suprised me with his nasi goreng sardine special and a guitar. Picnic with my lovely boyfriend :) Well the guitar was kinda expected cos I have been bugging him with it (He promised long time ago okay!) but the nasi goreng? No wonder he told me to continue sleeping this morning, he was being busy in the kitchen. awww!

We ate, talked and we sang along to the songs (more like he sang alone!). Pretty romantic, aye? haha. It was so hot at the beach (Jue, its pantai lagenda pekan) and I could not tahan anymore so we're off to his house (of cos I waited outside). He settled few stuff and then we're off to KB. Yap brought me to Cherating (my first time also!) and we had air Nyo. On our way back to KB, we dropped by at the Mesra Mall. Jealous gile kot. I want a mall like this in KB. It was a nice, cosy mall and it has everything. From TMC to bowling to movie to karaoke. Everythings under one roof. jealousyyy is rising. hehe

What I love the most about this road trip is well, we get the chance to talk. Sometimes when he came to KL, we would go to the mall and I would definitely cuci mata. Tengok baju and stuff. Distraction ;p Thus during this roadtrip, I learned a lot more about him. Get to know his friends, get to know his place. And I could tell he was practically nervous driving me back to KB. I know its a bit too early but its not a meeting the parents yet! It was more like he's sending me back home. Plus papa was in kampungku so he only met umi. I would love to bring him to KB again, but not soon.

And my sister, Baby loves him. She was like, Along kalau tak kawen dgn abang Yap, bagi la kat Baby. Baby sukaaaa! oh well, thats my 10 year old sister I'm talking about. We arrived in KB around 9 sth and we dropped at my house. Introduced Yap to my mom :) and asked Baby whether she wants to tag along. Obviously this kiddo said Yes!. Yap wanted to go back on the same day (pujukan 2 hari tak menjadi ;( ) but its okay cos I know he has plenty of work to be done. He was willing to send me back to KB, thats was more than enough. Got his bus tix at Transnasional and we had dinner at the Stadium. Urgh cam takbest je makan kat stadium but since it was quite late and he might missed his bus, so bawak makan dekat2 je. Baby could get along with Yap quite well, its not a suprise. hehe. Yap fulfilled his promise to Baby, he belanja Vitagen. so cute.

10 something pm, time to bid goodbye. I could not even look, or I would get all teary eyed. So me okay. Everytime Yap nak balik camtu lah. Saying goodbye is always the hardest, but I know we will meet again right, love?

So that marks the end of my weekend. Short but wonderful. Isnt it perfect?

what I want to do

next year, 2011: work (full time and part time), to love my job, save money, to be able to make my family happy, to be able to pay for my own bills, survey any opportunities to further my studies and apply whenever I'm ready, grad in Sydney with parents or sistas, CONVOCATION!, to cherish whatever I have and make it last long :)

Next 2 years, 2012: work(full time and part time), save money, save money, SAVE money, get ready to settle down and hopefully I have found the right one by then, to have a vacation with my girls (jue, jaa, amoyy, yann, trah, naimah), to be able to invest for something beneficial.

I know. I'm such a dreamer but who isn't?
Tanpa keberanian, mimpi takkan jadi kenyataan (movie quote)

him :)

we fight, we argue, we get mad, we cool down, we give each other silent treatment, we pokpek, we merajuk but at the end of the day we keep coming back to each other. it is just how we are.

A list

He, who: loves to eat, loves nasi goreng kg, loves adamaya, loves korean stuff, he's honest but not innocent, he loves to tease, he's smoker (quit already since 22nd may 10), he's 184.9 with 67 kg, he's lembut hati kinda person, he's the first boy in his family, he has a sister n a brother n a mum, his father passed away 10 years ago due to accident, he is the family man anyway, he's corny aka mat jiwang haha n loves to use shortform in texting, he doesnt like being angry, he's hot n cold type of person, he is fb addict, he can play guitar or gitat :p, he has cool friends, first song he dedicates, hijau daun - suara ku berharap,sumtimes he calls me sayang n dear or his girl/gadis :), he's too nice with girls stimes, he says it is bcuz girls think he is sombong (hmmph), he's cool, he's my tmi guy, he can be really stubborn at times(?), he loves to tease or perli me kadang2, he likes to mandi kobau hehe, whatever happens, he wants me to know that he loves me so much aww tho he makes me cry stimes, I really like being with him, he's not that expressive, stimes I have to give him hintsss but its okay, first movie - inception, 2nd movie-despicable me, 3rd movie-slice, he has a lovely voice lols, he loves using smileys in his texts hmm dunno why, he plays futsal, follows epl n loves sleeping way too much, I love talking to him, sharing each other stories, he doesnt know this but I think he's a bit manja for his age hehe but I like it stimes, I think he looks superb when he's smiling :) but I dunno why I like to merajuk a lot lately ;( He is my bf since 120710, He is muhammad ashraf ali zubir aka yap aka my love ;))) im so in love and still very much in love with you!

ps: I wrote this as a note in my phone. whenever I found out something new bout him, or it could be just anything, I come back to this note, read it and edit anything necessary. Somehow, this list reminds me why he's the one for me.

12th July

• marks my father's bday :)

and

• :))

hehehe

thats all

Bad dreams

Initially I wanted to share stories about my recent trip to utagha, but Im not in the mood right now. ;(

For those who know me, I am one of those who are lucky, cuz basically I rarely have troubles with sleeping. In short, letak kepala je mesti zzzzzz lah. Confirm!

But last nite was a bit weird. First, I couldn't sleep. I tried though. Plus, my family and I just got back from dinner, I was full and sleepy. Went into my room, did my usual stuff first then tros zzzz. Mind you, this is the after effect of full stomach. ;)

However, last nite was a bit different. I could not sleep well. I had really bad dreams. It's like I'm having the same dreams over and over again. I could still remember the dreams vividly. I must say, it was kinda scary. I dreamt about killing and killer. Don't ask me who are those people in my dreams, I could not remember their faces.

Gosh, it was scary. I woke up around 2 sth and tried to continue sleeping but I just can't. I switched on the light and ended reading the magazine instead. I thought I would feel sleepy, cuz you know, they say if you can't sleep, get something to read and automatically you would feel sleepy but guess what, it did not work! haish. Then, I just lied in my bed, still trying to sleep well but my plans failed.

I woke up around 4 sth for sahur since I've been planning to fast with angah. Woke her up, and found out adek is not yet sleeping. WEH ASAL TAK CAKAP!!! I thought I was the only one who are not yet asleep ishishish.

Well, basically that was what happened last night. Hope I could get a good night sleep tonite. Tomorrow is gotong royong day with la familia.

thats all.

ps; I even tried to call Yap, but he didn't picked up. ;'(

For every ending there's a new beginning

Yeah, you heard it right. I'm back! Hello blogspot. Well, I used to have an old blog (alia-ness.blogspot.com). I still have it btw, but the blog was closed about a year ago due to irrelevant content *lols*. Truth is, I feel embarassed to let anyone read stuff I wrote a year ago, but due to sentimental reason, I decided I should keep the blog. Only to myself. :)

I started tumblr about a year ago as well. But! Tumblr is not really my cup of tea I guess. I still update anything over there and recently I found out I could not access my tumblr account due to password problem. Damn aite? I know. :'(

So yeah I'm back with blogspot. Cuz I've been wanting to express my thoughts and stuff like that. I've been resorting to twitter but 160 characters is just not enough. ;p I don't expect anyone to find this anyway, but just in case you ter-jumpa this blog, warm greetings from me. hello!

What's new about me? Nothing much I guess. Basically I am almost done with my studies and it's approaching towards the end (insyaAllah). I am now left with my final semester (practicum) and I really hope everything would just go as planned (amin!). At the same time I feel sad. Cuz that means I'm getting closer to working life and more responsibilities as a young adult.

Umi has been talking about me giving her money from my salary. he he ;P
Papa, who has been paying for my car every month said that once I get my own salary, Im gonna be the one who would continue paying and thats it. ;P
My sistas? I have to belanja these kiddos once in a while aite?
Myself? Obviously I have to buy necessities and stuff like that. And shopping! Teachers need at least two bajus per month haha but that depends anyway.

And I really should start saving. They say, you should save 10 percent from your salary for more to come in future - marriage (?), emergency.

I am currently single. But its quite a complicated relationship lols. anyways, Im hoping to get married in 2-3 years. Let see whether this one would be accomplished according to its target or not lols.

Responsibilities. As much as I hate the word, that is exactly what I (and others) need to grow up.

Thats it. :)