Que Sera Sera

we often grew up thinking that if someone really loves you, he or she would risk anything just to be with you. well, all least these are the examples shown in laila majnun, aladdin and those crappy movies, either local or international (just saying a few). We see how a woman would left his family behind just for love or man to be blinded by lust in which he thinks its real love.
I admit, it gets to me sometimes as I partly one of the believers. What I didnt realised is que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. I do believe in fate and I believe that if things are meant to be, it will happen no matter what. We might plan thing, but its really not in our hands. :)

you dont have to let the girl out to be a woman

judging from my parents' experience in handling their own relationship, I must say, it's not easy. my mom is always the talkative one, while my dad is kinda the opposite. If we argued among sibs or did something wrong, its always my mom who gets angry. My dad is the cooler one. thats what happened in their relationship as well, when one side gets angry or furious, the other should never ever do the same. You gotta take turn. If one side talk, talk and talk, the other side should just listen. Same goes to my relationship. I've always been the angry one. I easily blame my partner if something goes wrong. Well its not how you deal in a relationshp. I wanted this to last long, I really do. Thus I'm willing to change and I must say , as what i've observed from my parents, it will never get easy. At least Im willing to try.

untitled

Big fight.
Big time.
Yet no winner or loser.
How ironic.
Talk to me.
Cry me a river
Undecided.
Decided.
Egoistic.
Love is all around, still. I want you, you want me.

life is a breeze atm :)

be glad of life, because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars;
to be satisfied with your possessions;
to despise nothing in the world except falsehood and meanness,
and to fear nothing except cowardice; to be governed by your admirations rather than by your disgusts;
to covert nothing that is your neighbors's except his kindness of heart and gentleness of manners;
to think seldom of your enemies, often of your friends..
and to spend as much time as you can, with body and with spirit.
these are little guideposts on the footpath to peace - henry van dyke