just when the clock ticked 0001

few hours before my birthday, I was so sleepy. my sisters baked macaroni cheese and I could actually smell it from my room and seriously, it smells so good. the thing is, I was so tired (I blame my work cos I had to wake up early and the whether - its been raining cats and dogs). I was a lil bit sad as well, I mean I wanted to celebrate my birthday with my man, but we're in this thing called LDR, how on earth la kan?

as the clock ticked 0001, Yap called. I was a lil bit blur, so I picked up the call just to listen to someone playing the guitar and sang happy birthday song. Awww. Terus celik.

He told me to get on skype and there is he, smiling with guitar. He even sang my fave song, ku ingin kamu by romance. terharu... He promised that we would celebrate my birthday when we see each other later :)



Well I seriously thought thats it. but I received something from him yesterday. maybe its not the most expensive gift or something that a boyfriend would give to a girlfriend. Still, it made my day and I'm thankful to have you as my man. for more to come, love. Cheers! ;)

I'm 22

I just turned 22 few days ago and all I can say is, I'm blessed that I'm finally 22. This year has taught me many things that I never thought I would embrace, I got closer to new friends, became more aware of all those relationship myths between friends/family and fell in love with this one amazing guy I never expected I would like him the way I like him now hehe. In short, being 22 is awesome! (really??!)

I celebrated my birthday by jumping out of my bed and rushing straight to the bathroom. I was late to work. I teached from 8 - 11 am and when I got home, then only I had my breakfast. Mom cooked nasi ayam special specially for me, and she even woke up at 6 cos she wanted me to have my meal before work. sigh! Its the end of 2010 and still, I have problem with time management. ishish.

next, I went to my nenek's house with mom, dad and angah. we'll be having family gathering later in the evening so we decided that we should clean the house beforehand. Rushed back home, mandi2. I took a nap for 15 mins (I was so sleepy, I'll tell you why later). we went back to nenek's house after asar and I had fun reuniting with the cousins and relatives. we had satay sponsored by one of the uncles. mom said it was some sort of celebration for my birthday as well. lol. before we got home, we stopped at this kopitiam and had some drinks. chit chat with the whole family.

so basically. this is how I celebrated my 22nd birthday. very low-key with a close knit family ties. I feel so mature and blessed :)

Recently

What I have done for the past few weeks;

i) Singapore, Janda Baik, Kuantan, KT Trip
ii) Balik kampung (JB & Parit Buntaq)
iii) Cousins' visit (click for pictures and stories) Thanks Lu Ayy for the write up and piccas! ya know im so lazy hehe ;p
iv) Part-time job (Tuition teacher yo!) but I haven't got my pay yet!
v) Last but not least; movie marathons, more time with GG and Glee! lovelove

So basically, I am waiting for the posting! lems okay! its not that I can't wait to work, its just that I want to be sure of where I am gonna be posted to *prays hard* ;)

Thats all! malas nak tulis :D

Que Sera Sera

we often grew up thinking that if someone really loves you, he or she would risk anything just to be with you. well, all least these are the examples shown in laila majnun, aladdin and those crappy movies, either local or international (just saying a few). We see how a woman would left his family behind just for love or man to be blinded by lust in which he thinks its real love.
I admit, it gets to me sometimes as I partly one of the believers. What I didnt realised is que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. I do believe in fate and I believe that if things are meant to be, it will happen no matter what. We might plan thing, but its really not in our hands. :)

12th December 2009

It has been one year since I left Sydney.

And honestly, I am missing the surrounding, the people, the bus, the train, Macquarie University,the library, the lectures, the tutorials, MUV, the makan makan we had as a group of Malaysian, the random karaoke everytime we celebrated friends' birthday, my rajinness and passion in cooking (balik msia, hilang terus semangat ni), ayam penyet in chatswood, shopping along George St., SUPRE, VALLEYGIRL, GLASSONS (thank God we have Cotton On here in malaysia), Max Brenner, Lindt Cafe (awesome sangat), walk along Darling Harbour, seafood platter at Sydney Fish Market, golek2 atas rumput at Opera House, solat atas padang dan di mana sahaja :) and many more.

My graduation in Sydney will be on April 20th 2011. I realllllllly want to go. Hopefully I can make it come true.

Rindu sangat okay!

you dont have to let the girl out to be a woman

judging from my parents' experience in handling their own relationship, I must say, it's not easy. my mom is always the talkative one, while my dad is kinda the opposite. If we argued among sibs or did something wrong, its always my mom who gets angry. My dad is the cooler one. thats what happened in their relationship as well, when one side gets angry or furious, the other should never ever do the same. You gotta take turn. If one side talk, talk and talk, the other side should just listen. Same goes to my relationship. I've always been the angry one. I easily blame my partner if something goes wrong. Well its not how you deal in a relationshp. I wanted this to last long, I really do. Thus I'm willing to change and I must say , as what i've observed from my parents, it will never get easy. At least Im willing to try.

Lazy Bum

I initially wanted to update about two vacay;
a) Singapore aka The 'Fine' City 2010
b) Cuti-cuti Malaysia

but I am so plain lazy!! nak transfer gambar pon malas.

ishishishsisish

but I promise I will!! sooner or later

toodles!