what I want to do

next year, 2011: work (full time and part time), to love my job, save money, to be able to make my family happy, to be able to pay for my own bills, survey any opportunities to further my studies and apply whenever I'm ready, grad in Sydney with parents or sistas, CONVOCATION!, to cherish whatever I have and make it last long :)

Next 2 years, 2012: work(full time and part time), save money, save money, SAVE money, get ready to settle down and hopefully I have found the right one by then, to have a vacation with my girls (jue, jaa, amoyy, yann, trah, naimah), to be able to invest for something beneficial.

I know. I'm such a dreamer but who isn't?
Tanpa keberanian, mimpi takkan jadi kenyataan (movie quote)

him :)

we fight, we argue, we get mad, we cool down, we give each other silent treatment, we pokpek, we merajuk but at the end of the day we keep coming back to each other. it is just how we are.

A list

He, who: loves to eat, loves nasi goreng kg, loves adamaya, loves korean stuff, he's honest but not innocent, he loves to tease, he's smoker (quit already since 22nd may 10), he's 184.9 with 67 kg, he's lembut hati kinda person, he's the first boy in his family, he has a sister n a brother n a mum, his father passed away 10 years ago due to accident, he is the family man anyway, he's corny aka mat jiwang haha n loves to use shortform in texting, he doesnt like being angry, he's hot n cold type of person, he is fb addict, he can play guitar or gitat :p, he has cool friends, first song he dedicates, hijau daun - suara ku berharap,sumtimes he calls me sayang n dear or his girl/gadis :), he's too nice with girls stimes, he says it is bcuz girls think he is sombong (hmmph), he's cool, he's my tmi guy, he can be really stubborn at times(?), he loves to tease or perli me kadang2, he likes to mandi kobau hehe, whatever happens, he wants me to know that he loves me so much aww tho he makes me cry stimes, I really like being with him, he's not that expressive, stimes I have to give him hintsss but its okay, first movie - inception, 2nd movie-despicable me, 3rd movie-slice, he has a lovely voice lols, he loves using smileys in his texts hmm dunno why, he plays futsal, follows epl n loves sleeping way too much, I love talking to him, sharing each other stories, he doesnt know this but I think he's a bit manja for his age hehe but I like it stimes, I think he looks superb when he's smiling :) but I dunno why I like to merajuk a lot lately ;( He is my bf since 120710, He is muhammad ashraf ali zubir aka yap aka my love ;))) im so in love and still very much in love with you!

ps: I wrote this as a note in my phone. whenever I found out something new bout him, or it could be just anything, I come back to this note, read it and edit anything necessary. Somehow, this list reminds me why he's the one for me.